Sweetheart, you must be mistaken.
Nobody makes mistakes like me . . .
It's not even just a simple or regular mistake,
everything I do or at least TRY to do is a disaster.
ALL THE TIME.
Me being me, all I do is just make it worse.
It's like . . .
the ONLY reason I was put on this planet is
so I can be miserable my whole life
and forced to watch everyone in the world
with their perfect, happy lives and gifted success.
Why is it all difficult for me . . . but it seems like
nobody else ever has these problems?
I don't back down . . . I NEVER back down from anything.
The results of all those possibilities and opportunities,
due to my actions just leave me in a state of depression . . .
I think too much and I assume everything.
That's just how I've trained myself to avoid being hurt
and disappointed before it could even happen.
I am constantly in defense mode just to prepare myself for anything.
I'm not the only one who feels this way on a daily basis, am I . . . ?