My heart is sincerely hurting, my heaving chest is aching.
To little Sleep in not enough places, to few smiles on to few faces.

I've ran my race, lined my face, fought these battles true. I fought these battles for everyone, not just you. Yours hurt the worst, took me to the edge, leaving me on the brink. "whatever floats your boat", well you just made me sink!

I've wasted my time on making you smile while frowning was all i did. The others i fought for, tried to protect, they suffered and died from my neglect. You took all my time and gave nothing back.. Woman you get me way off track.

You can live your life far away from mine. If i never see you another day of my life, that would be just fine! That being said I miss you sooo much, nvr have i loved some one more. I miss you every day, in every possible way.

I miss you lips, I miss your smile, i"ve missed your body for quite a while. I nvr really had it, butt boy did i want it, nothing has ever been more beautiful. I don't believe i truly had my chance, just a shot in the dark with your hand on the switch, just waiting to do away with me. I don"t think you ever really loved me no matter what you say..

You'll never know how you hurt me, how much pain I still feel. Girl you've left me bleeding and now I'm forever broken.

I can no longer date, my heart lives under this weight forever barring down on me. I've forgotten how to love, how to trust, or have faith. Only hate lives on in me... Thanks OHHH so much codi..


(i wrote this earlier this week when i couldn't stop thinking about her. i should of been taking notes but this was more important.. it's two hole pages of cursive hand writing but here just a small scribbling of words.. )