Sun, Aug 12, 2012 at 5:58 AM By: Killroy

why can't i be good enough?!!! what the fuck makes every one else so much damn better than me? im nvr enough for any one no matter who it is and im so sick of it.. not one damn person can love me and stay with me... im a fucking waist of flesh so god damn replaceable that i don't know why i even fucking bother being here at all... i want to cut the ties, my wrists, my throat. i wanna bleed out on the flore and finally feel this worthless life leave me. i want to fucking die!! im so sick of being here... of being me.. why does my dad have to need me so much? why can't he just not love me like the rest of the world? he has my brother and sister, why cant they mean this much to him? one fucking person.. one person has to hold on to me for their hope in this life.. one person has to make me keep dragging my self threw this fucking torcher that is my life... fuck you dad!! i just wanna fucking end it and you wont let me!

  1. RUBENRCKS avatar

    On Mon, Aug 13, 2012 at 11:09 AM, RUBENRCKS said:

    distract yourself in whatever set your mind away, having good time, u can do it killroy, cheer up man, you r somehow special, none like u, u'll find your way, your reason to live and enjoy living, hopefully soon, just stop comparing yourself to others, there is always worst and better

  2. Figure09 avatar

    On Sun, Aug 12, 2012 at 2:19 PM, Figure09 said:

    thats rough,

  3. RUBENRCKS avatar

    On Sun, Aug 12, 2012 at 10:56 AM, RUBENRCKS said:

    life is a journey... like a running movie,we play all kind of roles, at times we r like kings, others like clowns, at times we r the best to someone elses eyes, at times we r the worst, we have to be sad happy great small nice ugly could b good to read someone elses life but we'll never able to c to feel trough that persons eyes, never understimate yourself,might b the worst thing that can happen to u !!!

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