it hasn't been this bad in a while..

Thu, Aug 2, 2012 at 8:45 AM By: Killroy

im having trouble with suicidal thoughts again.. as i'm driving at night, the telephone poles flash past and each one looks more apeeling than the last. all i wanna do is hit one as fast as my truck will let me. some times i tern out my lights so i can't see them, so they cant call to me but i eventually have to tern them back on because i know if i wreck my parents can't afford the cost of the hospital and with my gpa dieing they don't need the extra stress..

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    On Thu, Aug 2, 2012 at 9:01 AM, RUBENRCKS said:

    seems 2 me that u dont think enough on what u got.... i want a truck so bad and u wanna wreck it... u got your family, and friends here and there, maybe even a couple of shy chics all crazy about you ..... think of what youl b missing if u take that misty road..... and the hurt u would produce forever.... but i guess we all have suicidal dreams once at least.....

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