Tamar’s blog

  1. KoRn - A new weight loss program?

    Sun, Jan 29, 2012 at 3:59 PM 4 Comments

    My best guess is that all the anger i could never put on the appropriate people was hanging around me, literally. In the last month, as a new KoRn fan, i've lost fifteen pounds, almost ten percent of me. I didn't try to and haven't felt really hungry. But i have noticed a new anger that i never was able to access. KoRn offered the safe space to find the anger, the rage, and realize where it...

  2. retry of drawing pictures

    Sat, Jan 28, 2012 at 10:25 PM 3 Comments

    First picture drawn in 2006. Second picture drawn in 2012.

  3. just drawing

    Fri, Jan 27, 2012 at 4:39 PM 2 Comments

    Empty chairs first one in 2006 at CBTL on Ventura and Louise http://farm8.static.flickr.com/7001/6773417805_8dc24ae0fd_s.jpg second one in 2012 at CBTL on Ventura and Woodley http://farm8.static.flickr.com/7147/6773422225_96247dcf74_s.jpg Never done this before so it's kind of a test.

  4. KoRn Next Week!!!!!

    Wed, Jan 25, 2012 at 10:39 PM 6 Comments

    There was a KoRnCentral tweet about KoRn performing in a mini concert for Jimmy Kimmel next week. I'm sooooo excited. Must. Calm. Down... Nyaaah.

  5. Holy Holy - How does he do it???

    Wed, Jan 25, 2012 at 6:23 PM 0 Comments

    Just listened to "Untouchables" for the first time. Well, I listened to it twice bc I couldn't believe what I was hearing and had to repeat the album. Dang! How does he know how to get in my head? Phew.

  6. Going to Shrink My demons

    Wed, Jan 25, 2012 at 1:16 PM 0 Comments

    It's been a year and a half since I've seen my latest therapist. She's really just fine - - the first to keep up with me and realize when I've "left" the room and make sure I come back. But a lupus flare last Sept. made extra trips too difficult. Since discovering KoRn and having my insides turned outside and upside down and spit out on the ground in front of me, I realized the time had come...

  7. Shared tears

    Sat, Jan 14, 2012 at 11:01 PM 0 Comments

    We tasted the same poison We licked the same knife But the knife didn't cut the tongue The knife was soft and slippery and repulsive in the most unimaginable ways The knife hurt much deeper Our hearts bled Our self Died Screaming not allowed We shed shared blood Small faces shoved into the same place No I don't want to No I don't like it No No No I won't...

  8. Letters to the Father I WIsh You Were

    Fri, Jan 13, 2012 at 12:13 PM 2 Comments

    Today I went to go see you. It was the first time in 15 years and the time before that was when I was 8 and you punched me in the chest. Not my fondest memory of you but it's better than some of the others. I heard that you moved to a home for the aging in my neighborhood. Although you asked me not to contact you the last time we spoke, I felt that I needed to see you. I bought a...

  9. One Week Old Fan

    Tue, Jan 10, 2012 at 10:09 PM 3 Comments

    It's been 8 days since I first heard "Daddy" by KoRn and I haven't stopped listening every moment I can sneak away from the world. I bought the S/T album, KoRn III, and Path of Totality. I am loving every song on every one of them. I have watched countless youtube interviews and videos just to get an idea for the people behind the power that is their music. Multiple loops of lyrics from...

  10. Brand new to KoRn

    Wed, Jan 4, 2012 at 10:01 PM 3 Comments

    Two nights ago was the first time I had ever heard a song by KoRn or even was interested in listening to screaming and banging sorts of music. Someone mentioned how creepy Anne Geddes photography was. I agreed and immediately thought of Mister Rogers, who creeped me out so much as a kid that I couldn't watch him. But I seemed alone in my thoughts. I googled Mister Rogers and saw the link...