Tamar’s blog
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It's been a year and a half since I've seen my latest therapist. She's really just fine - - the first to keep up with me and realize when I've "left" the room and make sure I come back. But a lupus flare last Sept. made extra trips too difficult. Since discovering KoRn and having my insides turned outside and upside down and spit out on the ground in front of me, I realized the time had come...
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We tasted the same poison We licked the same knife But the knife didn't cut the tongue The knife was soft and slippery and repulsive in the most unimaginable ways The knife hurt much deeper Our hearts bled Our self Died Screaming not allowed We shed shared blood Small faces shoved into the same place No I don't want to No I don't like it No No No I won't...
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Today I went to go see you. It was the first time in 15 years and the time before that was when I was 8 and you punched me in the chest. Not my fondest memory of you but it's better than some of the others. I heard that you moved to a home for the aging in my neighborhood. Although you asked me not to contact you the last time we spoke, I felt that I needed to see you. I bought a...
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It's been 8 days since I first heard "Daddy" by KoRn and I haven't stopped listening every moment I can sneak away from the world. I bought the S/T album, KoRn III, and Path of Totality. I am loving every song on every one of them. I have watched countless youtube interviews and videos just to get an idea for the people behind the power that is their music. Multiple loops of lyrics from...
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Two nights ago was the first time I had ever heard a song by KoRn or even was interested in listening to screaming and banging sorts of music. Someone mentioned how creepy Anne Geddes photography was. I agreed and immediately thought of Mister Rogers, who creeped me out so much as a kid that I couldn't watch him. But I seemed alone in my thoughts. I googled Mister Rogers and saw the link...
