It's been a year and a half since I've seen my latest therapist. She's really just fine - - the first to keep up with me and realize when I've "left" the room and make sure I come back. But a lupus flare last Sept. made extra trips too difficult. Since discovering KoRn and having my insides turned outside and upside down and spit out on the ground in front of me, I realized the time had come to return. Wish I had to courage to go JD style and get it all out. But everyone's got their own way of doing things and I'll just have to find mine. Wish me luck, y'all. Those demons gots to go.