feeling inside

Wed, Jul 20, 2011 at 12:18 PM By: Jenet

They are all strangling an overwhelming sense of guilt. They suffer deep inside their minds dull. This is all so reminiscent of molasses. Sweet, viscous ... it is addictive, and envelops you deeper and deeper. And you do not want to get out on top. This world is cruel. It was so with you. And with hundreds of decent people. All of them kills the feeling of guilt. For lying, for the pain for excesses. The feeling of guilt towards his family, to friends, to himself.
They were all tormented by the need to dumb to be loved. All attempts to hide behind circumstances, people and creativity were not successful. And then they desperately flirt with suicide. Wash down his life to the fire with water. Wrapped in cigarette smoke. To sleep with white "snow." When so want to die, you just start to love life. Desperately trying to do something and love this life that you do not forgive a single step. They all dream to be rescued. To save them from themselves. Saved from what's going on in their head. Saved from what burns the heart and soul.

  1. Jenet avatar

    On Sat, Jul 23, 2011 at 10:23 AM, Jenet said:

    Thank you)

  2. Jenet avatar

    On Sat, Jul 23, 2011 at 10:21 AM, Jenet said:

    Thank you. I try to turn my feelings into words ... but I'm a little hard to express everything in my head in English)))

  3. Shawshank avatar

    On Fri, Jul 22, 2011 at 3:44 PM, Shawshank said:

    This is very well written.

  4. Shawshank avatar

    On Fri, Jul 22, 2011 at 3:44 PM, Shawshank said:

    This is very well written.

  5. mikey mike mccabe avatar

    On Wed, Jul 20, 2011 at 12:53 PM, mikey mike mccabe said:

    i love this post

Post a comment

Jenet’s Blogs

  1. hi! say "hello" to Jenny

    Tue, Jan 10, 2012 at 5:46 PM 1 comment
  2. One, two, three... You...

    Sun, Jul 31, 2011 at 4:27 PM 4 comments
  3. in a moment of weakness

    Mon, Jul 25, 2011 at 9:19 AM 5 comments
  4. what can you do?

    Sat, Jul 23, 2011 at 2:45 PM 2 comments
  5. about music

    Fri, Jul 22, 2011 at 8:03 AM 5 comments
  6. feeling inside

    Wed, Jul 20, 2011 at 12:18 PM 5 comments
  7. Shelly(?)

    Tue, Jul 19, 2011 at 12:54 PM 1 comment
  8. Listen and Live

    Tue, Jul 19, 2011 at 12:18 PM 1 comment

Newsletter Signup