"Dead Inside"

Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 8:12 PM By: Travistragedy

Everyday I sit here
and wonder

Why it is that no one
wants me

I sit in the corner
and just cry away

I'm just dead inside

I hear the voices tell
me, I hear the voices
tell me, it's gonna
be okay

But I know that they're
wrong

I sit alone and wonder

When will I be happy?

Someone please tell me,
what have I done?

I'm so lonely, just
so fucking lonely

My mind is rotting
away

I guess I can't win
with anything that I
do

Guess I'm not good
enough, for any of
you

I'll sit here lonely,
I'll sit here lonely,
and fade away

My heart is broken,
You tore it to pieces

My mind won't shut off
It just haunts me

My thoughts kill me inside
My heart is rotting

Someone please tell me,
Someone please tell me,
What have I done?

I'm just fucking dying
Just fucking dying,
Inside

Sometimes I hate my life
Sometimes I wanna die
But I go on

I'll sit here hoping that
someday, you'll be here

But instead I feel so
lonely, feel just so
lonely

I'm dead inside

The voices tell me,
I hear them tell me,
I'll be fine

But I know inside that,
I know that I won't be

And I'm still so lonely
just fucking lonely

And dead inside

  1. Travistragedy avatar

    On Sat, Aug 18, 2012 at 4:03 PM, Travistragedy said:

    You're welcome I'm glad I can share. I always feel like this, but now as you said, things got better. :) Found the happiness I've been looking for.

  2. Bene Gesserit avatar

    On Fri, Aug 17, 2012 at 7:23 PM, Bene Gesserit said:

    Wow! I've totally felt like this before...and then things got better. Thanks for sharing

  3. Travistragedy avatar

    On Wed, Aug 15, 2012 at 10:08 PM, Travistragedy said:

    Thank you so much! :D

  4. KoRnismyO2 avatar

    On Wed, Aug 15, 2012 at 4:51 PM, KoRnismyO2 said:

    I love it ;) Kinda reminds me of a good quote I heard n a crazy movie once: "I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone."

  5. KoRn=PoRn avatar

    On Wed, Aug 15, 2012 at 12:34 PM, KoRn=PoRn said:

    my life

  6. Travistragedy avatar

    On Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 10:50 PM, Travistragedy said:

    So true. Even in this house filled with my family, I'm alone and sad. I'm glad that you can relate to this to be honest. And you're so right, with everything you say. And sadly, this is the only way I can express my feelings unfortunately. But it is a good way, makes a great song.

  7. Katie Pohl avatar

    On Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 10:43 PM, Katie Pohl said:

    Loneliness can happen even in a house filled with people. It sucks and you aren't alone. This song makes me sad because I have felt like that before. Episodes can be detrimental, but I am glad you have a way to express this in a artistic manner.

  8. Travistragedy avatar

    On Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 8:47 PM, Travistragedy said:

    The most heartfelt song I have written.

  9. RUBENRCKS avatar

    On Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 8:18 PM, RUBENRCKS said:

    there is always a way.... that leads to.....

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