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"Dead Inside"
Everyday I sit here
and wonder
Why it is that no one
wants me
I sit in the corner
and just cry away
I'm just dead inside
I hear the voices tell
me, I hear the voices
tell me, it's gonna
be okay
But I know that they're
wrong
I sit alone and wonder
When will I be happy?
Someone please tell me,
what have I done?
I'm so lonely, just
so fucking lonely
My mind is rotting
away
I guess I can't win
with anything that I
do
Guess I'm not good
enough, for any of
you
I'll sit here lonely,
I'll sit here lonely,
and fade away
My heart is broken,
You tore it to pieces
My mind won't shut off
It just haunts me
My thoughts kill me inside
My heart is rotting
Someone please tell me,
Someone please tell me,
What have I done?
I'm just fucking dying
Just fucking dying,
Inside
Sometimes I hate my life
Sometimes I wanna die
But I go on
I'll sit here hoping that
someday, you'll be here
But instead I feel so
lonely, feel just so
lonely
I'm dead inside
The voices tell me,
I hear them tell me,
I'll be fine
But I know inside that,
I know that I won't be
And I'm still so lonely
just fucking lonely
And dead inside










Comments
On Sat, Aug 18, 2012 at 4:03 PM, Travistragedy said:
You're welcome I'm glad I can share. I always feel like this, but now as you said, things got better. :) Found the happiness I've been looking for.
On Fri, Aug 17, 2012 at 7:23 PM, Bene Gesserit said:
Wow! I've totally felt like this before...and then things got better. Thanks for sharing
On Wed, Aug 15, 2012 at 10:08 PM, Travistragedy said:
Thank you so much! :D
On Wed, Aug 15, 2012 at 4:51 PM, KoRnismyO2 said:
I love it ;) Kinda reminds me of a good quote I heard n a crazy movie once: "I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone."
On Wed, Aug 15, 2012 at 12:34 PM, KoRn=PoRn said:
my life
On Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 10:50 PM, Travistragedy said:
So true. Even in this house filled with my family, I'm alone and sad. I'm glad that you can relate to this to be honest. And you're so right, with everything you say. And sadly, this is the only way I can express my feelings unfortunately. But it is a good way, makes a great song.
On Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 10:43 PM, Katie Pohl said:
Loneliness can happen even in a house filled with people. It sucks and you aren't alone. This song makes me sad because I have felt like that before. Episodes can be detrimental, but I am glad you have a way to express this in a artistic manner.
On Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 8:47 PM, Travistragedy said:
The most heartfelt song I have written.
On Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 8:18 PM, RUBENRCKS said:
there is always a way.... that leads to.....