Most of you say

that I'm just a

freak

Most of you don't

really see, what's

on my mind

I close my eyes

and wish for

it all to go away

But I open them

to only see that

things will never change

I'm sitting here, all alone

with this heart break and

my hurt

And you seem to think

that I'm just another

liar

You also said it would

be okay, but it's not

My life is falling apart,

right in front of my

eyes

I want you to witness

all the things, that I

must face

All the things that

make me, who I am

today

I just close my eyes

and wish for it

all to go away

I used to pray everyday

But I now have no faith

I'd hope for a better day, but

the days came and gone

And now I sit here

and just think to myself,

Why!?!

You wretched old whore,

you've crossed the line

when you said I'd be okay

BECAUSE YOU'RE FUCKING

WRONG!

I HAVE NO FAITH, I DON'T

BELIEVE IN WHAT YOU

SAY

It'll be anotother catastrophe

and I'll be left to wallow, in

my own thoughts

Just promise me it'll be

okay, that all things will

get better

I don't want it to be

another.........

CATASTROPHE!!!

I want you to stay, and tell

me that...I am wrong!

Most you would say

that I'm just a freak

That I don't deserve to

speak, or to even breathe

But....FUCK YOU!

I will not become another

catastrophe of this shitty

life

This shitty life that you call

a dream, it's all going to fall

apart right in front of you

I want my life back to the

way it was!

I WILL NOT BECOME WHAT

YOU WANT ME TO BE!

I WILL NOT BE ANOTHER...

CATASTROPHE!!!!

SO JUST FUCK OFF!!!