Elf3’s blog

  1. Lullaby

    Fri, May 10, 2013 at 4:36 PM 7 Comments

    Just something so empty and lonely. I'm going back home tomorrow, and I don't know how to act, speak, think, or feel. I'm depressed about it, really. Seeing the places where there was so much pain and fear. It's like I'm trapped in a world of my own creation. Grey everything, and there's an endless and treacherous road ahead of me. I see my mother. God I wish she could get better and be a...

  2. FACEBOOK WHORE

    Tue, May 7, 2013 at 8:18 PM 3 Comments

    I have created a Facebook, my friends. ADD ME OR FUCKING DIE: http://www.facebook.com/jamie.sholar.18 Lol...just kidding, but it would be nice to connect with some of you.

  3. Little Sparrow

    Sun, May 5, 2013 at 9:51 AM 1 Comments

    He said I was worth more than two sparrows....sometimes I feel a sparrow's life should be spared instead of mine. The sparrow has a goal in life, and he achieved it just by being born. He knew what he was going to do in life, and he has no problem with it. He doesn't doubt himself or worry about not getting what he needs. The sparrow's life isn't centered around other sparrows and their needs;...

  4. 'Cause It's All In My Heaaaaad

    Wed, May 1, 2013 at 6:47 PM 7 Comments

    I remember when I was younger, I had taken many pictures from the family photo albums of my father. I taped them all up on my wall and cried so hard when I looked at them. It was around the time my father wasn't present in my life, and I wanted him to be so bad. I remember having to fold the clothes one night, and I picked up my stepdad's white work t-shirt. I lifted it up to my nose, but it...

  5. Baby Killer

    Sat, Apr 27, 2013 at 9:15 AM 7 Comments

    There was once a wolf in a small college town. He spent his days inside of his mind, thinking of all sorts of things. He had a problem, and he knew it. But he didn't try to resolve it, because he thought it was a gift he could use to fight off predators of the world. He looked like a wolf, spoke like a wolf, and walked like a wolf. Deep inside he was a sheep, and he was scared of his future and...

  6. For Real

    Mon, Apr 8, 2013 at 1:25 PM 6 Comments

    I just wanted to say 'thank you' to the KoRn site community. When I wrote my first blog here that had to do with my new faith, I did think that I was going to get many hate comments and not be accepted into the community anymore. I have received many comments on all of my blogs and only two or three have been just a tad bit unaccepting or opposing anything I said about my beliefs. The majority...

  7. Can't Break Me

    Sun, Mar 31, 2013 at 2:57 PM 7 Comments

    I knew it was going to happen sooner or later. He said it would. I have been questioned, spat at, made fun of, and condemned for my belief in Jesus Christ; whom I DO believe died on the cross to save us from our sins. I have an account on a website that is made for posting about things that upset you or things that you've been thinking about. Well, I'll be honest. It's a site for people with...

  8. Just now, I was looking at myself in the mirror. I'm wearing bright green capris, a fit floral shirt, a vanilla colored cardigan, and my hair is up halfway. I have my makeup on, and I'm listening to underground tehno on Youtube. I'm smoking a menthol Pall Mall cigarette, and I'm just sitting here on my bed. I looked at myself in the mirror, right dead in my eye. I got the sudden feeling of...

  9. Thank You

    Fri, Mar 29, 2013 at 6:50 AM 2 Comments

    There's no one left. My heart feels beaten and bruised. I did all I could. I guess I was invisible those long 6 months of us knowing each other and being 'best friends'. I was there for you the whole time. You acted as if you needed me. I came running, basically stating that I'd be your slave. You talked and moved like you cared about me. I didn't see any fault in you and your broken self hurt...

  10. ^ Lyrics from a song called Anything Right by P.O.D. Awesome song, by the way. Sometimes when I listen to it, it's a mirror for me. I never used to be self-conscious about the way people see me and how I come across to strangers like the way I am now. I know I come across as intimidating by my size and shape, and even the way I do my makeup and how I have my eyebrow pierced. But it's not the...

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