You're so beautiful. I don't think you will ever realize the magnitude of your glowing light. You have so much ahead of you. You can do anything you want in life. I'm glad you don't know about me. It would only complicate things for you, which is not something you need. I don't deserve to be around you and your amazing aura. You make new everything you touch, and the world is a better place with you around. You deserve a palace and eternal peace, happiness, comfort, and every single last one of the good things in life.
I'm glad you can't see the ball in my stomach, the hot, sour pain. I'm glad you never see my scars. You would question them, and worry about me. I don't want you to do that.
I'll disappear along with everything else temporary in this world, and I will be forgotten. I wonder when that day will be....Soon, I hope.