I know how you feel! I lost my job in July and even though I get unemployment it's not enough. And I was so worried about the holidays, I was going to tell my family that I didn't want to participate this year. Fortunately I finally found a job, I don't start for another week but, I'm still worried I won't have enough time to save up.....I hate the pressure of gift giviing LOL The new korn CD comes out 3 days before my Bday, can't wait!!!