This last year has been stressful and I feel almost dead inside.
I guess being away from home 11 hours a day and not knowing anyone in this city are two big reasons. I just can´t gather any excitement for anything. I haven´t even decorated my home for christmas yet. And christmas eve is in one week.
I want to live and feel present here and now. Instead it´s like I´m living my life in a bubble that slowly moves forward in time. And I can´t seem to see beyond that bubble.
I meet people at work but as soon as I get home I feel very alone. I want to have friends to spend time with but I have no idea how to meet anyone. I work 70 km from home and most of the people I meet lives there. People I have gotten to know in my home town, all have small kids and a life full of family events.
I´m hoping 2012 will be a great year. I´m hoping 2012 will be the year I meet that someone special to spend the rest of my life with.
I do know one thing, I WILL see Korn live in 2012!