Are you ready to live? Are you ready to die?
This song is currently going through my head... you must be thinking why? Well lets just say my family think I'm fucked up because they think that I live in the past still, which was when i was going through a hell of a lot of bullying through out both my high schools (first one i left in 2010, second one i left in 2011), im currently doing a TAFE course and doing vcal year 12. . I have to go past my first high school everyday to go to the city (i live in melbourne, australia), and sometimes people from my that school get on the bus to go to the school which is 3 or 4 stops away from where i get on. I hate anyone or anything to do with that school, if i see someone i know from that school get on the bus i freak out inside my head, I shit myself because i don't know if they're gonna hurt me, speak to me, or something. Although i say i don't live in the past but everyone thinks i do.This doesnt happen everyday. I honestly don't know whats wrong with me, i think im fucked up, or i have a problem. or im being a depressed bitch that wants to die, coz i feel the world would be a better place that way. I had an amazing night last night with my boyfriend, i slept over at his place, but came home to shit :(. I am wearing my KoRn tshirt today. And now im listening to KoRn it makes me feel a bit better.... Thank-you so much KoRn for being here right now, I'm going through so much shit, I have so much on my mind, and you are always there when i need you. I love you KoRn