I guess we only get what we deserve and nothing we want is what we get. To most that may be confusing but for those of you who have been through as much as I have in such a short period of time you'd understand. Nothing we ever do is good enough. We're always told to do better even if we've tried so hard so many times before. We seem to never make anyone happy anymore. We lose the people closest to us as soon as they walked through the door. In a matter of speaking I guess its just karma. But what did we ever do to deserve being thrown away like a piece of trash? We did nothing.. and got nothing in return. Don't throw your heart out in the open if you can't trust the people in the out field to catch it and keep it safe.