On Sun, May 6, 2012 at 3:54 PM,
im afraid of death i wouldn b able to do it
On Sun, Jan 29, 2012 at 2:24 PM,
I feel like giving up a lot, especially recently. But I need to keep my head up because I don't want to dissapoint myself. Yes, I don't want to dissapoint myself because I don't really care if I dissapoint my parents or teachers or whoever. It's all about me being happy with who I am. At the moment I'm not happy with my life, but I never know in what direction my life will go. Maybe going to college and becoming independent will be the exact thing I need right now. I simply don't know. That's why I keep living despite the fact that 80% of me wants to suicide.
On Sat, Jan 28, 2012 at 6:50 PM,
Sometimes, whenever i feel really bad i just listen to music about how im feeling or why im feeling that way
On Wed, Jan 11, 2012 at 8:22 PM,
I think of it. But it isn't a comfort. Somehow, there is always a light somewhere out there. It's just a matter of looking for it.
On Fri, Dec 30, 2011 at 4:02 PM,
I have had some very dark times in life and have been very close to the edge. I realise that although i can see how it can be comforting to know you can do that and the pain stops, unfortunately it would just begin for your family. Nothing could ever take that pain from them. I truly believe that korn have on many occasions saved me from myself. At my darkest, lowest point they released tour dates back in 2005 i thought i had missed them which just added to my misery but then found tickets for Manchester on ebay. that brought me back. Every time i feel low or stressed pained anything like that i put korn on and they take my pain. I don't think they could ever realise just how they save us. It fasinates me that so many songs i relate too like they could have been written for me. I love korn deeply.
On Tue, Nov 22, 2011 at 7:15 PM,
Nope. No matter what is happening in your life you can't say that it will never get better. We can't see the future. Let's hypothetically say I was having a really hard time a few years ago. Let's say I felt worthless and as though I had no purpose here. Now let's say that I decided to make things easier on myself and just off myself. Sure, it would appear to solve all of your problems at the moment. But if you look ahead in the future (which is now the present) you can see that I am in college working towards figuring out what I want to do in my life. I am extremely happy with how things are going. A few months ago I met the sweetest, most genuine, inspiring, talented, loving, passionate, hard working person I've ever known. And if I had ended things at my hypothetical hard time, I wouldn't have any of this. It's easy to say that in times of extreme hardship that ending it all will make things better. But in reality ending your life ensures that things will never get better.
On Tue, Nov 15, 2011 at 12:06 PM,
On Mon, Nov 14, 2011 at 1:18 AM,
*raises hand* Ahhhh.....Yes, I Do. In Fact It's A Very Frequent Thought I Have In My Head.
On Sun, Nov 13, 2011 at 8:31 PM,
No...not at all! My father committed suicide and I can't think of a more selfish act than suicide. I was 3 when he shot himself. I never knew him and I really wish I did...I hated him for a long time for taking away my ability to know and remember my father. I still have issues with it today and still wish he hadn't thought of suicide as a "way out". It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
On Sun, Nov 13, 2011 at 7:59 PM,
Yes. I was in a bad place for a couple of years but recently things, all of a sudden, got better.