New days in which to live ..

Fri, May 2, 2014 at 8:25 AM By: Xusi

Have just bought myself this wee dose as a congratulatory pressie lols
A few months back I was really struggling and pretty much lost ..
I missed my Mum, was all messed up about her death. Had overwhelming stress to deal with and huge inadequacies ..
I’m sober now, almost 4 months .. no drugs, no alcohol ;)
I’ve moved house to a little village by the sea.
Feel that I can breathe easier, feel a lot more ‘me’ :D
I’ve enrolled back with the Open Uni, planning on a great summer followed by a winter of pure study .. philosophy and MH studies.
Depression and AVPD doesn’t have to rule my days, but it will if I let it!
Time to power up and fight back ;)

  1. Xusi avatar

    On Mon, May 12, 2014 at 6:38 AM, Xusi said:

    Awww thanks for the lovely words guys! You are stars!
    ROCK ON xxx

  2. MikeyD avatar

    On Sun, May 4, 2014 at 10:43 AM, MikeyD said:

    So happy to hear your doing better!!! I'm very sorry to hear about your mum, it is always hard to lose someone so close! She will forever live inside of you, so take her with you on your journey through your life!
    I know your happiness will last forever!!!

  3. ScReaMingShibA avatar

    On Sat, May 3, 2014 at 11:27 PM, ScReaMingShibA said:

    It was truly inspiring to read this !! It's great that your life is coming together&that you began the process of recovery, getting rid of all those useless things. Also, I am very sorry to hear about your loss, my thoughts are with you. Good luck on your future studies! Keep fighting back(:

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    On Sat, May 3, 2014 at 11:51 AM, Xusi said:

    Thank you so very much for your comments.
    Your words mean the world to me (x)
    KandyKorn I'm sorry that you've loved and lost, my heart knows how that feels .. we all experience it, the human condition is so fragile. But to have loved is a blessing xxx
    FuuuriousAnger, thanks for the support ;)
    I'll be giving it my best shot!
    Love & Light my lovelies xxx

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    On Fri, May 2, 2014 at 6:33 PM, Kaji said:

    I'm sorry to hear about your mother. At the same time, good on you for staying sober!

    Also, good on you for taking up study, especially Philosophy. A worthwhile area it is. That was one of my majors for my undergrad studies. Let me know how you find it! :)

  6. KandyKorn24 avatar

    On Fri, May 2, 2014 at 12:10 PM, KandyKorn24 said:

    Good for you! Sounds like you are really getting it back together! My heart goes out to you. 2 years and 2 months ago, my husband (BOB) passed away. We were married 17 years. Life can really play some cruel jokes on you. Take care, be strong. Just take 1 moment to the next and one day at a time. Take time with your recovery, it is so precious. I too, lost my mother when I was 18 years old! I feel for your loss! I am proud of you! Take Care. . . .

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