It's just a dream I keep having... It's me in a big house, and my grandfather is asleep in his bed. I have a deep hatred of him. When my mom was a child, he raped her. Then when I was lil he raped and fondled me. Even time I see a pic of him, hear his voice, or even heard someone talk about him, I cry. I'm crying right now. I have a bf that lives in New York, and he plans to move to Florida when he's 18 (or when he has money). When I feel bad, I txt him and he makes my demons go away.
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On Wed, Feb 15, 2012 at 6:20 PM, cdu said:
Hang in there.
On Wed, Feb 15, 2012 at 2:35 PM, 16miserableyearslater said:
**ever not even
On Wed, Feb 15, 2012 at 2:34 PM, 16miserableyearslater said:
It's just a dream I keep having... It's me in a big house, and my grandfather is asleep in his bed. I have a deep hatred of him. When my mom was a child, he raped her. Then when I was lil he raped and fondled me. Even time I see a pic of him, hear his voice, or even heard someone talk about him, I cry. I'm crying right now. I have a bf that lives in New York, and he plans to move to Florida when he's 18 (or when he has money). When I feel bad, I txt him and he makes my demons go away.
On Wed, Feb 15, 2012 at 2:21 PM, cdu said:
Wow, that is quite compelling reading.
On Wed, Feb 15, 2012 at 1:59 PM, Tamar said:
beautiful, not monstrous