MontezCrow’s blog

  1. 'I Exist"

    Tue, Jul 17, 2012 at 3:18 PM 0 Comments

    Look at all these idiots looking at me. Like I'm a sideshow/circus-freak. Tear through, better get out of the way. I won't be mocked again, I won't be hurt today! LIke a sponge I soak all you're words in! Sit here contemplating as my head spins. My fist shall show me the way. I refuse. My heart will heal the pain. Once I'm over you! I'll give (BUT I WON'T BE USED) I'll fight (BUT NOT...

  2. 'Sky Is Mine'

    Tue, Jul 17, 2012 at 9:53 AM 0 Comments

    When I look up to the sky! All the memories come alive. I feel like I'm a bird, like I can fly. I feel like I could lay here all the time. In this Place of comfort. Were my problems cease to exist. For one moment I'm happy. For just a moment I'm free! Another life were I have everything. Cuz here everything don't have me! All the bright sun shining in my face! If there is a heaven...

  3. 'You've No Control'

    Mon, Jul 16, 2012 at 8:24 PM 1 Comments

    Ohhhhhhh! I'm gonna write what I want to write. Say what I wanna say. Do what I wanna do. You've no control. I'll speak when I want to. Eat what I want to eat. Take what I want to take. You've no control. I'm gonna hurt what I want to. Fuck what I want to. Listen to what I want to. You've no control. How's it feel to have no say so! How's it feel when you're the one left alone. How's...

  4. 'Don't Fuck With Me'

    Mon, Jul 16, 2012 at 4:31 PM 0 Comments

    Turn around to see the blank faces. Judgement day, failed appear, cuz in my head I'm not really here. Say what you want, tell bold face lies to my face. But I know I'm not insane. Walk away with a smile, I chose to leave with my dignity. Even though I'm the butt of the joke. I'm still intact, so I get the last laugh. Let me punch you in the face. (are you serious) Let me punch you in the...

  5. 'In My Dream (I Was A Vampire)'

    Sun, Jul 15, 2012 at 4:11 AM 2 Comments

    Eyes wide open, yet I can't see. All this fuckin pressure pushing down on me. JUST STOP! As I take another breathe of air, something takes a hold of me. I'm not who I used to be, I'm not what I want to be but I can't control my feelings and when I let my sane self go, I lose all touch of my bright soul. My mind goes blank, I lose control. I do not feel, I do not know. Of this world or of...

  6. 'Take You Down'

    Mon, Jun 18, 2012 at 10:50 AM 0 Comments

    * this is one of my weaker songs (especially the choruses), and it doesn't have bridge or anything like that, but I figured what the hell, so semi-enjoy lmao* Do you ever feel like you could just runaway. When no one wants to listen to a damn thing that you say. Can't be taken seriously because they treat me like a child. Well I'm not a kid I'm not a liar! I'll strike a match and set this...

  7. 'Fighting With Myself'

    Fri, Jun 15, 2012 at 10:18 PM 2 Comments

    IT ALL GOES DARK! Blinded by the spite in a fight with my self hate! When I try to let it go, it just comes back and I think about it everyday, guess I'm a little to late! Now I'm trying to do right, but nothing wants to go my way. Today, was a disaster, no it was more like a fucking massacre; with myself and how I feel and what I want to say. But if I let one word out it's bound to make...

  8. 'Children of the KoRn'

    Wed, May 30, 2012 at 11:02 AM 11 Comments

    We Follow the leader's who are KoRn. They've helped us live, cuz Life Is Peachy. We all have Issues, but we are all the Untouchables. No others like us! They made you Take A Look In the Mirror, so you can Remember Who You Are! We will never be forgoten! So to all the children of the Korn who have passed, as I travel through this Untitled Journey, one day I will walk down The Path Of Totality...

  9. Starting a KoRn collection!

    Wed, May 30, 2012 at 10:40 AM 1 Comments

    What's up my korn peeps. Just thought I'd share with you guys that I've decided to start a korn collection. I'm gonna start with Vinyl Records, Soundtracks, DVD's, Casette tapes, and Special edition albums and let it grow from there. I'ts my dream to one day have a huge massive KoRn collection, I mean I plan on going all out.

  10. 'Not Like You'

    Wed, May 30, 2012 at 2:03 AM 0 Comments

    *another old one I found, I am aware that's it not that great but this song has a lot meaning to it and it's not easy for me to post the personal ones like this on here. Weird going back through them, Anyways enjoy!* Walking through a hall that seems like forever. Listining to those bells it sounds like forever. I'm not looking forward to today! As I walk in people start to look at me!...