MontezCrow’s blog

  1. 'OBE (Out of Body Experience)'

    Wed, May 30, 2012 at 1:41 AM 1 Comments

    OK my mind's blank. I can't remember anything but for some reason this blurred memory keeps coming back to me. Vision ,preminition, I don't know what the fuck it means. But it's still there and it keeps flashing in and out of my membrane. My conscience tells me to sleep as my heart skips another beat! And again here comes this fucking memory! So lost and confused as I fall into a comatose...

  2. 'Dead and Grey'

    Wed, May 30, 2012 at 12:12 AM 0 Comments

    How did it come to this. Turned to total blackness, fell into a void unknown. Who am I now, I don't know anymore. My soul inside has turned into an ugly sore! I'm dead and grey, it hasn't always been this way! That's why I sit here all alone! The world spit me out a monster! Life showed me it's cold touch! Feeling has numbed me on the inside! Now I'm not really into much! The world spit me...

  3. 'Stronger'

    Tue, May 29, 2012 at 5:52 PM 1 Comments

    It's midnight, and tonight's the night that I could die. I feel, I feel as if I've been hollowed out by the things that I like! It's not right. It's not right, it's not fair but I won't just stand here and cry! I'm gonna try to enjoy life. I'm gonna try to enjoy what's mine! One day I'll be dead and gone but for now I'm gonna try to live a little more. I refuse to die in vain, when...

  4. 'Break These Chains'

    Tue, May 29, 2012 at 2:52 PM 2 Comments

    In this darkness, I can't see. Picking up all the pieces of me. They told me I'll never get better. I've been told to many lies! In this silence, I can't speak. I've spent forever trying to hold it together. Guess that's the price I must pay. I'm gonna point my finger at me. Because it was me not everyone else. I'm gonna take the blame this time. Because I did this to myself. And I can...

  5. 'Show me how to live'

    Sun, May 27, 2012 at 9:06 PM 0 Comments

    And in my darkest hour i come undone! Scratch the trap from my eyes I can't see! Believe the broken, take the key. So tell me what you gotta do. You think you can show me how to live. Guess I've been doing something wrong! In this dream all alone, and all along been wasting my time! I'm tired of feeling this way, nothing I can do and nothing I can say! Everything is coming back. It's...

  6. 'All In All'

    Sun, May 27, 2012 at 8:31 PM 2 Comments

    Pick me up and hurt me again. All my enemies are my friends. I can't believe that I was deceived, how I was betrayed, and I couldn't see. That I was being used by you. Still I stayed, but things didn't change. It only comes down to one thing! All in all your not my friend. You wouldn't save me in the end. Throw you away, fading away, I can't help cuz you're not gonna change. All in all...

  7. 'Medication'

    Sun, May 27, 2012 at 7:26 PM 1 Comments

    What are you thinking about? I wonder what's going through your head! Psychic, therapists, doctors? I'm through with all these meds. My last fix for the day! Take my medication to make it all go away! I'm dying just to live! I'm fucked up just to feel! You'll never understand me, until you get my pain! Happiness is a hard word to find. Especially when you've been hurt like me! I...

  8. I've been Inspired!

    Sat, May 26, 2012 at 5:46 AM 3 Comments

    Ok, over the years of being a Korn fan I have been inspired by JD and his lyrics so much that I actually started writing my own songs. Now, I will keep it real and say that some are terrible, but...some, to me are really good. Some of the common themes I touch on in my writings are Life, Death, and religion. I have a ton of songs written, I actually have about 6 notebooks full of songs, and...

  9. Thank You Korn For Saving My Life!

    Sat, May 26, 2012 at 2:07 AM 0 Comments

    To start off I want to thank Korn for being as awesome as they are and for making amazing music for us that we can all relate to in some way. The Power of Korn's music is, in my opinion, untouched. But, the real reason I want thank you guys for is because you literally saved my life. I was in a very very dark place around 2006/2007. I was suffering from Depression and stress mostly from being...

  10. Proud of my Lyric videos!!!

    Fri, May 25, 2012 at 10:27 PM 2 Comments

    Sup guys, so the other night I got bored and decided to make a 'lyric' video to 'blame', and since then I've made it a habit...or addiction lol. So since then I've made several new ones and over the time I have gotten better. I have to say I'm quite proud of my work, I mean I know they're not the best but they are pretty cool and decent to not be...professional? I even figured out how to add...


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