MontezCrow’s blog

  1. "Overcome"

    Mon, Dec 17, 2012 at 4:30 PM 4 Comments

    Darkness is, reaching up on me. I can feel, but I can't see. Is this an afterlife. Am I going crazy? What is this, am I crazy? Why, oh me. What did I do. What can I say. To make it go away. Bending my soul! Pouring my heart (out)! Giving my life (to no one)! What can I do? To save myself! To many times I've ran away! Never wanting to face to the pain! Everyday is always the same! How...

  2. In this moment. That is gone; when we think do we actually know. In this space. Covered up, all the things that make you look so. Destined to be just like all the others; but they weren't good enough. Why do you have to look like everyone else. Just be yourself and let them walk by. Don't waste good time, don't throw away talent. If it's what you like, then it's yours. They are wrong, they just...

  3. 'No Leader For Tomorrow'

    Mon, Sep 3, 2012 at 7:41 AM 2 Comments

    How can things that shall not be, come back from the oblivion of my mind. Dreams, are my escape to be, something that I could not in this dreadful reality. Hope is my last resort, I'll make it on my own. If I shall fall before I arrive just make sure that they know! I tried (to be the hero, but I wasn't accepted) I tried (to be sovereign, but they wouldn't let me pass) x2 Now, all I am...

  4. I Shall Be Back

    Thu, Aug 30, 2012 at 8:40 AM 6 Comments

    Whats up guys, it's been awhile since I've been on because my laptop crashed which completely sucked. Anyways, I went and rented one from my local library, crappy thing is I can only keep it for 3 days...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANnnnnndddddddddd *grasps for air*.....on top of that I'm in the middle of Hurrican Isaac right now and the weather is getting pretty knarly so it may be...

  5. 'Stay or Go?'

    Sun, Aug 12, 2012 at 8:36 PM 2 Comments

    Now I know what it's like. I opened my eyes and realized that in the end the problem was me. I shut my mouth, and walked the line. No talk the talk, I walked the walk. GET IT STRAIGHT! Impossible, for me, to show any affection. I'm never, the one, to say hello I love you! GOOD BYE! x3 I'M NEVER COMING BACK! GOOD BYE! x3 THIS IS THE END! Now I know who I am. Thought I had to hide...

  6. 'I Am You'

    Tue, Jul 31, 2012 at 9:07 PM 3 Comments

    I can't see! I can't breathe! What is wrong, what's beneath. I am you, you are me! I'm not here to hurt you. I'm just stuck in this shell! What do I do, how did I get here! Blackout, and now I'm somebody else! This is not me! SCHIZOPHRENIC! (PERSONALITIES) ANTI SOCIAL, BI POLAR! BORDERLINE! (DISORDER) INTROVERT, PSYCHOSOCIAL! THIS ISN'T NORMAL! (IN SOCIETY!) I AM YOU, YOU ARE ME!...

  7. 'Zero (Who's Laughing Now)'

    Mon, Jul 30, 2012 at 10:05 PM 3 Comments

    I LOOK UP!. To see a black cloud. It's my anger, every hurt feeling I had. I'm not crazy just a little upset. Hold my eyes open so you can see me cry. I will not run, I will not hide this time. Your gonna finally see what you do to me. I'm not happy, I'm not laughing. I'm just waiting for all this to end! Dying Inside a little at a time. God, is this the way it has to be. You can hate me,...

  8. 'Fist's In the Air'

    Sat, Jul 28, 2012 at 8:13 PM 2 Comments

    Stick by what you believe. Don't ever let them tell you your wrong. Don't ever let them make you fall. Just keep your head up and hold on! Your gonna make it, you'll see that you do belong. LIfe ain't fair but it does get better. So much better, don't you ever let go! DON'T HURT YOURSELF! THERE ARE HEARTS THAT WANT TO HELP! YOUR NOT ALONE, I WILL HOLD YOUR HAND. MY FRIEND, YOU DON'T HAVE...

  9. 'Liar, Liar'

    Thu, Jul 26, 2012 at 1:29 PM 2 Comments

    Alone. In your head. By yourself. Are you mad? Full of hate. Who's to blame. You fuckin did this to yourself, so don't look at me. It's not my fault you didn't get it! It's not my fault you won't admit it! That you did it, and don't get it. It's not my fault so don't point your finger at me! Alone. In your cell. Going through hell. Are you mad? You despise. But your the one that set...

  10. 'Slender'

    Wed, Jul 25, 2012 at 11:08 AM 2 Comments

    All alone in this dark place. I want to run away, but I never do, cuz i'm too afraid of what you might do. So I sit here all alone, in my head i believe i'm going home. Talking to myself, I've come full circle. With a realization that I might be deserted here. All I got is my life to give. If I'm to stay here, then I don't even want to live. I found your letters, now please let me go! I...


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