I'm in Class. Making this Short.
I'm in my Digital Communications class. I'm about to have to give a speech for a fake running of "President of the United States". I just chose to read the suicide note of Kurt Cobain. My grandpa has 2 to 8 weeks, or 2 to 7 now. Thanks for your thoughts and support. I love you, guys. It's so awesome to log on and see that I have 5 or 7 messages in my inbox. You guys are just so creative and unique. I want to say once again that you are all always welcome to message me and tell me some ideas for our community. Some of us are considering making something special online for everyone! I hope you're all doing well.
As for myself? Eh, I've been pretty down. I still don't feel like I can have emotions, though. I kind of broke down at the very start of this week when talking to my legal guardian. As you guys know, I have ADD and Severe Anxiety, both of which i will daily take medication for until my death. TO solve the problem of my current sadness, I'm taking double anxiety medication this week. I guess that's how they solve these things. My visit with PaPa went okay, but he just didn't talk much. That's really abnormal for him. I felt strange. As before hand mentioned, he's got 2 to 7 weeks now. i found out specific details of his current state. He's got huge tumors on his kidneys. He still has his brown hair, but he's lost even more weight. Gosh, I love him.
Well, another note of self pity... I'm a 16 year old high school student with a 20 year old mind. Pretty socially awkward. As I told you guys, I have Attention Deficit Disorder. Well, our End Of Course Exams are coming up. I have a 504 form, which is for kids who have learning disorders. So, when I take tests, I take it with a small group of kids who have this form as well. It's a more quiet environment with less people and we receive a longer time period to take our exams. Well, in Geometry class yesterday, our teacher told our class where everyone has to go for their exams coming up. The kids like me have to go to library. The other kids asked why. She told them we just get extra time on our test. Well, someone said it's because they can't read by themselves and then a boy adds that he wishes he was in ALE classes (Special Education) so he could get special treatment, too. We have Learning Disorders, we're not mentally handicapped. Needless to say, I've always been insecure about many things, including ADD.
I really appreciate everyone's messages, comments, and love. You guys are absolutely amazing. I'll be getting on more often soon, especially after all these dreadful exams. I love you, guys!