Korn III: Remember Who You Are
I just caught myself listening to that album on my iPod while it was on shuffle.
I don't hate it, I just have a lot of issues listening to it because it is so deep. I discovered that whole album at the wrong place and time.
12/27/2010: My mom came into my room while I was dozing in and out of sleep on the floor asking me if I wanted anything special from Target. I answered yes and told her I wanted Korn's recent album. Later that day, she came home and threw the CD at me to wake me up along with a magazine. I jumped up happily, got my CD player and popped in the CD. Rocked out to the whole album for the rest of the night because I thought it was awesome..
1/5/11: Came home from school late, put the CD in the CD player again and listened to the whole album once again.. The last song snagged my ears.. Track 11: Holding All These Lies. I put the song on single repeat and listened to that for the rest of the night feeling numb.
1/6/11-3/15/11: Slowly going insane for listening to the same album for hours everyday wondering why did I feel the way I did. Each day, getting more depressed by the deep lyrics Jon sang.. Every day, Holding All These Lies kept getting deeper and deeper into my skin, slowly killing me.. In the middle of March, I snapped and now I can no longer listen to that album...
Basically I drove myself into my own insanity without realizing it until it was too late. I am not sure if that album ruined my life, or just scarred me..