we arent a couple but it sure seemed like it for the shit we have been through.

"Old Married Couple" is our title.

i made my decision, we need a break from each other. this is the tough transistion period from high school life to being adults now. i miss him like hell but it has been on my mind. at first i was just going to dissappear off the face of this earth with him, but ihave tried that but that didnt work out as well as just telling him that i wont be talking to him again. last time that happened he came running back to me. so i wonder whats going to happen this time.

my mom told me earlier today that hes like a guardian angel for me. hes always been there for me. and another friend told me that hes going through a phase and that he loves me (like a best friend) and that he'll get through whatever hes going through.

i hope he does, because life is almost hopeless and worthless without him.