It passes me by.
I pass through it.
I can't feel it anymore.
Each day doesn't feel like it should be, it just feels like a passing of time that I'm living past.
Each time I wake up, I look at the time, I look at the day, I look at the date... It means nothing to me anymore. It almost seems that I don't even live. Maybe I am a time traveler. I've seen things that I have never lived through in my dreams. I see the time, it doesn't affect me anymore. I feel lost in some place that I feel that I don't belong. Or like I don't belong anywhere. The sunsets... That's the only way I can feel the time pass me by if I see them. SIAST... Something that I want to experience one day. It may not mean anything to anyone else but it means a lot to me. Something that I cannot explain...