he's (Justin) getting clingier by the day...
sad to see the motherfucker hold on so tight to me. he's been acting weird lately by the way he texts me. he's a sad motherfucker. i love him as my best friend and i don't want to lose him. but i may be moving this summer. *sighs*
our lil secret, i wanna keep it as long as we can. he wants to keep it as he can. it's apart of us, it makes us who we are. something that keeps us apart from the world of hatred. its kind of a get-away for us. i know it is for me. and i know it is for him cuz he's scared. he's afraid of people, as i, but he needs to let go of the past of other people's sins towards him and the spite he has been given especially right after the year began which only left the two of us.

he means a lot to me. i'm just kinda scared.
*sighs more*
i'm so tired. i didn't get much sleep last night. my body... is weak.