Survival

Tue, Apr 10, 2012 at 7:04 AM By: Sunset_Tahoe

He did it again... He has saved me. My best friend in the whole world has saved me from hanging on a noose or jumping out my apartment window. Just talking to him. It's better than not talking to anyone. We both need each other. I only choose to text one person even though I have many friends to contact but he is the only friend that I can easily start a conversation with at any time. Last week was my last high school spring break of my life (I am a senior in high school). Spring break sucked because my family was fighting almost every single day and it brought me to tears every time because it was so bad. I thought it was my fault and I knew I didn't deserve to be tortured by the only family I have. Three generations of women living under one roof and we can't stand each other at best. But the worst part is that my grandmother likes starting shit with everyone and always has a negative thing and/or point of view of everything around her. She picks at every single flaw I have and she has done this to me for a long time. This is the second time in two years that she has almost drove me to death. I had nothing to do but stay home because I do not drive because of my phobias and paranoids about driving and I have no one living near by me to walk to their house. Also I feel isolated even more by my sleazy neighbors who constantly vandalize our property and the parents cheer it on. Fortunately I found a few things to do but that still didn't stop the fighting. What doesn't help is that I suffer from a really severe form of depression. But just talking to my best friend is a relief. He keeps me going. :) I hope that we stay friends as long as I can

  1. cdu avatar

    On Tue, Apr 10, 2012 at 10:45 PM, cdu said:

    Good to hear you got help

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