The cool air flows around my face. The sun in my eyes. I remember those days when I was young. Tears blurred my eyes. The haze of smoke filled my my face. Everything became uncertain. The consumption of things I abused. It was a spiral of only temporary happiness at my age of 7. Swirling lines. Dots, and shapes we all of distortion, laced with a leaf of deceit. Shrines of my friends I never had. I'm glad that I found you. I'm so happy to see you today. I meant to tell you goodbye a long time ago, but I guess I got distracted by your love and care. Seeing you makes me happy. Not seeing you makes me cry. I love you. But I don't know how to help you. You expect so much out of me. But all of my senses are gone now. Walking around with these heavy words. Dragging me down. I ask for only you. But you are not there. You are gone. You left me so soon under my own hands. I apologize deeply for leaving you lost in a world you will never get used to. The detachment was not simple. But I could have left long ago before my reality of my attachment with you set in. Such a great person I have encountered so far in this time. Looking into your mysterious eyes, I have found many things that I love about you, but sadly I have to let you go. Where did you go? I miss you. Come with me and we will be together forever. These feelings I thought they were gone, but they will never let go...