Has been such a fucking shitty as year for me! I've been going through so much crap, but I also learned so much from this pain and depresdion. My self esteem use to be so damn low but now I've realized I'm a strong independent loving beautiful woman. Korn has helped me out so much this passion of mine has only grown deeper for them. There music has given me hope and made me understand so much more. I won't let people hold me down any longer nor will I put up will bullshit. Life is to short to be worried about other people don't let negative people bring you down, you can do anything you want go for it and never give up.