Was today so yeah i freaked out. I could not believe it, he was like just there laying down. I went to go give my respect
But when i saw him his face was like bloated or something it didn't look like him, he looked so emotionless...i guess he is cause he has no spirit in him.

I didn't want him to have a open casket i knew i would end up crying and trying to just keep my cool but i could. I'm so use to him just laughing and singing, dancing around with full of joyfullness.

I know that hes up there in heaven singing to the lord.
He accomplished many great things in his life and im so proud to know that i met such an amazing person.

I will always and i mean always remember the good times with him