Am I loosing it?

Tue, Aug 6, 2013 at 10:53 AM By: Kar7a

STRONG!!! that was the word that best described me. I'm a separated chick who had to make the decision of becoming a single parent do to well...shit happens.
I'm not gonna be the first or last person in these shoes, but lately i'ts been different specially since I experienced my first anxiety attack! (I felt like i was gonna die)
I feel like giving up. So, for some reason I turn back my head to Korn my fave rock band. popped my fave CD (i know i know old school) Path of Totality track number 4 Narcissistic Cannibal! This song couldn't describe me any better. That's exactly how i feel. Now I wonder if I've reached my limit, am I becoming weak? did I give everything I had? I'm I going "loco" , am I going to a crisis? WTF is going on with me I used to be normal, fearless, strong as iron... now i feel like another worthless soul among the crowd. where, who, what's my answer? I have three reasons why i must fix myself. With that said I'm off to drink a chamomile tea! Ciao!

  1. Kar7a avatar

    On Wed, Aug 7, 2013 at 9:17 AM, Kar7a said:

    Thanks too soon to give up!

  2. Kar7a avatar

    On Wed, Aug 7, 2013 at 9:15 AM, Kar7a said:

    indeed i have sooooo much anger in me when it come to one particular subject! U R right if that anger was gone I'd live at peace. I just dont see how to overcome that anger thats eatn me alive.

    P.S. who knew "blogging" could make me see a lil light somewhere in my tunnel! Thanks ;)

  3. Twisted Transistor avatar

    On Tue, Aug 6, 2013 at 4:58 PM, Twisted Transistor said:

    I used to deal with anxiety, the worst ever, I felt like I was crawling out of my skin and all the while trying,to breathe, it was like an elephant sitting on my chest. My psycho therapist gave me the antidote. He told me anxiety is unresolved anger. I put his theroy to the test. When I felt an anxiety attack coming on at full force, I released anger towards the injustice handed me as a child, endless bottled up anger towards many other horrific events of my life, it worked! My anxiety attacks I no longer experience.

    There is no limit to strength, you still have it. Strength is deep rooted, it just becomes a little tarnished-its not that your weak. You will regain, you have those three reasons. Just think if you had none.

  4. faithann avatar

    On Tue, Aug 6, 2013 at 12:39 PM, faithann said:

    Stay strong

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