Sun, Oct 6, 2013 at 1:12 AM By: BeeJayw

The past couple of weeks i've been seeing a psychologists for my depression and anxiety that i have had for most of my life. It had come to life that i had repressed physical abuse i had received from someone when i was younger cause i was told it wasn't a big deal.

Seeing the guys in Korn in the state they are now, they seem happy, them seem refreshed and enjoying themselves. I just wanted to say, with myself trying to overcome these many psychological problems i have and the help im trying desperately to get through, these guys are giving me hope that i can own this guilty shame that i have had since a child. Hopefully i can realize that this incident that happened, and the many others that did, was not my fault and i can get past it all.

These guys are giving me hope that their is a brighter future and that i can overcome my past which i have desperately tried to avoid.

  1. FunkQK avatar

    On Sun, Oct 6, 2013 at 6:09 AM, FunkQK said:

    I know a lot of people probably are telling you now that it's not your fault now but coming from someone that's had abuse as well I can tell you that it gets better when you begin to face the evil shit that happened, let it out through art or any kind of expression or just talking to people helps. Being hopeful for the future and learning from the past. Much respect and love x. You can do it.

  2. Mickrules avatar

    On Sun, Oct 6, 2013 at 5:52 AM, Mickrules said:

    That's great to know that KoRn is helping you out. Good for you, man, and I hope you get over you anxiety and depression.

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