I've missed a whole bunch of work lately due to illness, so when I get back this week, I find it really hard to get back into the swing. I don't know if any of y'all have ever worked in a bakery, but it takes lots of time to get good, and once you do get good by putting in lots of time, then you have to find a really good routine to stick with so you can stay good. Well since I missed so much time other people had to come in and cover me. While I am thankful that I had such good people to cover my sick ass, I hate the fact that they rearranged my carefully laid out work space. It has completely thrown me off my game. Now I am behind everyday, cause no one has told me where all my shit is now located, and time and timing are super important in a bakery, so this rearrangemet really fucks me up, yo.
Anyhoo, when I am in the bakery and shit is getting all screwed up cause I'm not on top of things anymore, I realize that I have The Path of Totality in my car CD playa. And it helps me get through the day just knowing that. Just like Life is Peachy did when I was a youngling and chumps at school were giving me a hard time, execpt now, I also have all y'all here to help me out when I'm down. Seriously- I have friends in Poland and France and all over the U.K. now, all due to this Korn community. And just thinking about that fact gives me such a boost.
When I think about these people who I have never met in person, but they are still kind to me, it reminds me that I still have a heart; that I still have a soul that is still viable, and that I am not the monster that I have made myself out to be in the last few years. So thank you to Korn and the Korn community for helping me when I need you, and just for being there. I love you all.