Fuckin Ambien Man
Ok so yeah if any of you out there have been given ambien to help you sleep, especially if you're bipolar like me don't freakin take it! They gave it to me because I have hallucinations and night terrors and often end up awake for three nights solid or more. But the shit made me sleep walk something awful and I ended up taking the ALL in my sleep! My mom came and took me to the hospital but they started trying to lock me up when they saw the "bipolar" diagnosis on my paper work so we bolted. I had an appointment with my counselor Nina yesterday and she agreed with me that those doctors are fucking idiots LOL.
Anyway, so I guess the crazy in me isn't completely gone. My anger is still way out of control. I don't know it just seems to eat at me deep inside and I can't help but to scream and yell about it...shit I wanted to type more but I've got to go. Caio I'll come back to finish when I can.