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Another one of my "I'm so screwed" blogs
I've got my art exam tomorrow. It's 5 hours long, then I'll have a week off and another 5 hours exam. That means 10 hours of controlled exam and a whole week for tidying up my portfolio. I've had about two months in order to prepare all work so when it came to exam, all I had to do in was final piece. Obviously, I wasted 2 months on doing everything else except from my work, completing little amount of what you could call "artwork".
To conclude: I'm sitting here, writing a post about how stupid and lazy I am, instead of actually doing some more work. Great! I think I'll go and cry in the corner, violently hitting my head against the wall. I've got only three words left on my mind that could capture my mood at the moment: Fuck my life!
Comments
On Thu, Apr 26, 2012 at 6:49 AM, SunsetTahoe said:
Ooooh that really sux. Sorry girl. I do the same thing but recently I've had a fire under my ass from my mother to get my grades up and graduate. I do NOT want to spend another minute in this hell called high school. I've hated since I started and I worked hard to get where I am now. But you can do it! I know you can! I have hope for you. I know how you feel cuz times have been quite tough fo me recently, not only at school but mostly at home so I feel like I am going to go insane! You know? We can both pull through this! :) good luck!
On Thu, Apr 26, 2012 at 6:36 AM, pfloydmaster said:
A "reasoning" if you will from the University of North Carolina- Chapel Hill:
"Procrastination and perfectionism often go hand in hand. Perfectionists tend to procrastinate because they expect so much of themselves, and they are scared about whether or not they can meet those high standards."
We are NOT procrastinators...we ARE PERFECTIONISTS!!!
On Wed, Apr 25, 2012 at 11:11 PM, marycha624 said:
Sorry to hear that bur life is hard ... honestly I should be on my lesson now but I'm not going there becouse I'm lazy ... and i'll must py for that .... I hope everything will be good for ya !!!
grtz Mary
On Wed, Apr 25, 2012 at 2:00 PM, xMinna said:
LOL I'm excactly the same. I do art/textiles and I have a 15 hour exam in 2 weeks and I've dont shit all. I actually spent the entire 100 minute lesson today cutting snowflakes out of paper which has no relevance to anything I'm doing. *procrastination yaaay*
Goodluck with your exam anyway! Its surprising how much work you get done a day before a deadline. :D
On Wed, Apr 25, 2012 at 1:35 PM, Big Shark said:
Hi Hanabi! I'm sorry to hear that you're in a bad spot, that always sucks :( However, there's no reason to beat yourself up over it. People constantly make mistakes, but I think the biggest mistake a person can make is to mess something up and then spend time regretting it. The best you can do is learn from it, you can almost consider it a gift, because since you made a mistake now, if you learn from it you won't have it happen later. Does that make sense, I had a hard time explaining that :P
I hope you feel better! Good luck!