I'm an idiot
Whenever I promise myself that I won't do something, I do it anyway. When I promised to myself that I won't fall for a certain guy I knew that I will eventually. It's so ridiculous. Obviously my innate ability to screw things up had to take its toll and now I like him. Too much. And I'm not happy with it.
Never mind, screw this. I'm gonna listen to some Korn...