Exactly How i Feel right now,.....

Sat, Aug 11, 2012 at 10:25 AM By: Deathdemon

memories consume,
like opening the wounds,
i'm picking me apart again,
you all assume i'm searching in my room,
unless i try to start again,

I don't want to be the one,
the battle's always choose,
'cuz inside I realize,
that i'm the one confused,

I don't know whats worth fighting for,
or why I have to scream,
I don't know why i instigate,
and say what I don't mean,
I don't know how i got this way,
i know it's not alright, so,
i'm, breaking the habit,
i'm, breaking the habit
tonight

clutching my cure,
I tightly lock the door,
I try to catch my breath again,
I heard much more,
than anytime before,
I had no options left again,

i don't want to be the one,
the battle's always choose,
'cuz inside I realize,
that i'm the one confused,

I don't know whats worth fighting for,
or why i have to scream,
I don't know why I instigate,
and say what I don't mean,
I don't know how I got this way,
i'll never be alright, so,
i'm, breaking the habit,
i'm, breaking the habit,
tonight

i'll paint it on the walls!
'cuz i'm the one at fault!
i'll never fight again!
and this is how it ends!

I don't know whats worth fighting for,
or why i have to scream,
but, now I have some clarity,
to show you what I mean,
I don't know how I got this way,
i'll never be alright, so,
i'm, breaking the habit,
i'm, breaking the habit,
i'm, breaking the habit,
tonight!

~Linkin Park, Breaking The Habit

link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ezSGqbuo0g

No copy and paste, i typed them jus to feel that,.....connection to the song,

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    On Tue, Aug 14, 2012 at 10:05 AM, Deathdemon said:

    oh thats a good idea, and im ready but not creeped out that school is comin back

  2. RUBENRCKS avatar

    On Mon, Aug 13, 2012 at 8:57 PM, RUBENRCKS said:

    now why dont you share some of your drawings? or even better draw something for us and blog it, your drawings r nice, hey r u ready for school yet hahaha you get the goose bumps,hahaha is it creepy just to think about it?

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    On Mon, Aug 13, 2012 at 5:34 PM, Deathdemon said:

    Yah, writin that blog made me feel better

  4. RUBENRCKS avatar

    On Mon, Aug 13, 2012 at 11:11 AM, RUBENRCKS said:

    IS IT GETTING ANY BETTER DD?

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    On Sun, Aug 12, 2012 at 6:59 PM, RUBENRCKS said:

    uh uh high school... c ? way to go !!! picture yourself in a boat with ... hahaha listen to Lucy in the sky with diamonds beatles, when u feel like this... it might trriger your imagination and help u fly away with your mind... into the never never land hahaha u r right changes r good mold yourself into the perfect you !!! that you yourself want to acomplish, be realistic, and dont press yourself tooo much.... what about tekken??

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    On Sun, Aug 12, 2012 at 2:22 PM, Deathdemon said:

    eh, but for now, yur right ruben, thinkin about high school makes me excited yet nervous,

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    On Sun, Aug 12, 2012 at 2:17 PM, Deathdemon said:

    but sumtimes it doesn help,.... i need to change how i act and evrything, and then it will b ok

  8. RUBENRCKS avatar

    On Sun, Aug 12, 2012 at 11:01 AM, RUBENRCKS said:

    is someone feeling blue??? we all go through times like, everything passes ,left behind, think about the future little nice young brat!!!!

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    On Sat, Aug 11, 2012 at 7:19 PM, Deathdemon said:

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    On Sat, Aug 11, 2012 at 7:19 PM, Deathdemon said:

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