Deeply Haunted

Mon, Jul 25, 2011 at 8:47 PM By: Lickrish

Gun Shy
with much reason
you know why!
So much treason
it's true
my closest ally
it' was you
my dearest one
how long
must I suffer
for what
you have done
decades ago
I was wronged
but I have no control
even after this long
I can't let go
emotionally molested
with all my feelings
invested
I'm surprised
I ever made it out
alive
it seems
mentally I died
deeply haunted inside
by you
No sleep without sedation
never dreaming about you
it's my only vacation
since you will
always remain
a fixture of my pain
a scar that doesn't heal
deeper than I care to feel
I cannot believe
I let you take so much of me
like a puzzle missing pieces
at the edge
always hanging from the ledge
forever losing my grasp
deeply haunted by my past.

  1. Bene Gesserit avatar

    On Fri, Aug 5, 2011 at 11:17 AM, Bene Gesserit said:

    I felt your pain and anguish. I wish you wouldn't have had to go through that.. I hope like a phoenix you arose from the ashes a new, stronger and more beautiful you.

  2. Lickrish avatar

    On Tue, Jul 26, 2011 at 6:08 AM, Lickrish said:

    thanks everyone & MrT I will "TRY" not to dream about you again! ahahah I'll just dream about Tammie. lol

  3. Sussi avatar

    On Tue, Jul 26, 2011 at 1:57 AM, Sussi said:

    I like it, you have a talent for words. Very well written. I can relate to it in my own way.

  4. Tammie avatar

    On Tue, Jul 26, 2011 at 12:05 AM, Tammie said:

    It's this whole surrounding of shit around here and everywhere, that's gone on for ages and a day!!! Needs to stop somewhere!!

  5. Shawshank avatar

    On Mon, Jul 25, 2011 at 11:00 PM, Shawshank said:

    I am a fan

  6. BamBam avatar

    On Mon, Jul 25, 2011 at 9:55 PM, BamBam said:

    Oh gee that was very good. I related with this blog. Maybe not in the way you meant, but in another way. I wish I had your talent.

  7. Mr ED avatar

    On Mon, Jul 25, 2011 at 9:34 PM, Mr ED said:

    wtf, i commented on this, lick, i love it. keep em comin girl

  8. Mr ED avatar

    On Mon, Jul 25, 2011 at 9:04 PM, Mr ED said:

    very nice. please never dream of me and you will not need sedation

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