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Deeply Haunted
Gun Shy
with much reason
you know why!
So much treason
it's true
my closest ally
it' was you
my dearest one
how long
must I suffer
for what
you have done
decades ago
I was wronged
but I have no control
even after this long
I can't let go
emotionally molested
with all my feelings
invested
I'm surprised
I ever made it out
alive
it seems
mentally I died
deeply haunted inside
by you
No sleep without sedation
never dreaming about you
it's my only vacation
since you will
always remain
a fixture of my pain
a scar that doesn't heal
deeper than I care to feel
I cannot believe
I let you take so much of me
like a puzzle missing pieces
at the edge
always hanging from the ledge
forever losing my grasp
deeply haunted by my past.
Comments
On Fri, Aug 5, 2011 at 11:17 AM, Bene Gesserit said:
I felt your pain and anguish. I wish you wouldn't have had to go through that.. I hope like a phoenix you arose from the ashes a new, stronger and more beautiful you.
On Tue, Jul 26, 2011 at 6:08 AM, Lickrish said:
thanks everyone & MrT I will "TRY" not to dream about you again! ahahah I'll just dream about Tammie. lol
On Tue, Jul 26, 2011 at 1:57 AM, Sussi said:
I like it, you have a talent for words. Very well written. I can relate to it in my own way.
On Tue, Jul 26, 2011 at 12:05 AM, Tammie said:
It's this whole surrounding of shit around here and everywhere, that's gone on for ages and a day!!! Needs to stop somewhere!!
On Mon, Jul 25, 2011 at 11:00 PM, Shawshank said:
I am a fan
On Mon, Jul 25, 2011 at 9:55 PM, BamBam said:
Oh gee that was very good. I related with this blog. Maybe not in the way you meant, but in another way. I wish I had your talent.
On Mon, Jul 25, 2011 at 9:34 PM, Mr ED said:
wtf, i commented on this, lick, i love it. keep em comin girl
On Mon, Jul 25, 2011 at 9:04 PM, Mr ED said:
very nice. please never dream of me and you will not need sedation