i would just like to say, that i am straining myself against ripping my eyes out of their sockets! i am so effing sick i could die. Muscle cramps, body aches, my eyes feel so heavy and like they are bulging from my head. i have a temperature. i cant barely move my neck and back hurts so bad.... but that is nothing to how miserable my head is. there is so much damn pressure in there it feels like i am going to have a stroke, or a brain bleed. my jaw is aching. my skin is on fire, yet i feel so chilly. i dont have anyone here to be sweet to me. and that is not even the worst of it... i have to go run around town for a couple hours, and i probably STILL wont be able to get my income tax check cashed. i am hand rolling cigarettes because i am out of tubes. my roller is BROKEN. the light hurts my eyes, migraine for sure... and my heart was pounding so hard it was shaking the bed.
i am fairly sure it is all stress related. i feel like i am going to faint. FUCK MY LIFE