Guys, life is just hard.

Mon, Aug 26, 2013 at 5:24 PM By: Mitchie

I've never done a blog before, and I've never opened myself up enough to really speak about my emotions, but now I want to express how important it is to stay strong when everything just seems to go wrong in life. Maybe one day I'll be able to help and inspire someone, anyone, when they need that one person to look up to. I'm only fifteen, guys, but my mental maturity is that of a twenty year old. That doesn't make life in high school any easier for a "good girl", or the overly intelligent kid, or the quiet depressed girl. I just cannot connect with people, and I get pushed around. I act happy when I can, but inside I'm really full of sadness, pain, confusion, and anger. Korn is the only thing in the world that's able to fix things, if even just for a little bit. You know the song, Thoughtless, right? Man, that song is where I go to when I think about all of those imbeciles at high school. I cannot be perfect, and I'm expected to be a lot of the time. Dead bodies everywhere and Children of the Korn is then where I drown. My biggest inspiration is Korn. I owe them, and especially Jonathan a huge thanks for getting me through this pain. I would give a lot to meet Jonathan. He's so talented and so inspiring. Without their music, I'm not sure where I would stand. I've always LOVED Korn, but now, their helping me find my voice. Not yet, but I'm slowly getting there. Slowly. Maybe there's somebody out there who can reach this goal with me. It's my hopes to inspire someone, too. Maybe then, I'll understand my true strength.

  1. SAFLove avatar

    On Tue, Aug 27, 2013 at 4:16 PM, SAFLove said:

    aww soo nice

  2. Mitchie avatar

    On Tue, Aug 27, 2013 at 1:40 PM, Mitchie said:

    Thanks, everyone. I absolutely love this community. I hope I retain three chances to meet each and every one of you.

  3. frenchi avatar

    On Tue, Aug 27, 2013 at 11:02 AM, frenchi said:

    I've been in your shoes, I owe so much me making it through all of these years to Korn. If there's one thing that I've learned from the band is to always be myself and do what I want and not give a shit what anyone else thinks (easier said than done I know, but in time it does get a bit easier). It took me a really long time to find my voice, and I'm glad you're finding yours too. After 11 years of being a fan I finally got to meet them in May, so there's always a chance that you'll meet them too :)

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    On Tue, Aug 27, 2013 at 6:37 AM, jayjay said:

    When I was in my teens,i was in to my dads music, A bit of Status Quo & The rolling stones! I never thought of being depressed & down, The music was never like that, It was only in my 20s my friend from Boston(USA) gave my a tape recording of METALLICA "Master of puppets" & I was hooked straight away, She then gave me a cd of KORN "Follow the leader" and was totally blown away, & couldn't stop playing it for years, it is a major part in my life to day! Any way my nephew, is 16 & has never had any problems with kind of thing, could do with the kind of music he plays, but says he likes Paramore,but that's it, What ever you listen to in music, will most probably be the out come of your life, That's what he told me?=)

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    On Tue, Aug 27, 2013 at 4:26 AM, SAFLove said:

    aww girl this is an inspiration, that you wrote your heart and it makes me awant to care for it, and help anyway i can, theres alotof things we dont know aobut life. and nature, but thru nature theres ways of restoring what lost.....i.e. a meditation i know...prayer.. looking in to the mysteries of lief.and finding something we're meant for.

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    On Mon, Aug 26, 2013 at 6:49 PM, Chancelor said:

    i know where your coming from. im sixteen and i too suffer from depression. not as much as some but depression nevertheless. you're the second person ive told about it. you are right, thoughtless, dead bodies everywhere, and children of the korn are all helpful. But i also suggest these if you havnt heard them already, Here to Stay by Korn, let the guilt go by Korn, and The Unnamed Feeling by Metallica. Korn and Metallica are my favorite bands and helped me through my living hell. i think youll find your voice soon. i wish i could say life gets better but it doesnt. i hope the songs i suggested will help you connect with voice more. all i can really suggest is lose yourself in the music and use it as a guide to let you know your not alone. Hold on, Be Strong ~ Korn.

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