i threw a lame party and everyone thought that it was cool and oh so wonderful... the only people who came are the three people i wanted to help me before the party and then two people i kept bugging about the party. I invited at least eight other people and "every one happened to be busy" all month i have been planning, which was my saturday pissed down the drain on one stupid night, everyone else fell asleep at one in the morning and i, some how managed to stay up all night, clean up after everyones spoiled mess, do the dishes, put everything away, without none of thoses little disrespectful retards helping me. then all day sunday i was active but my brain was dead and full of spite for people at the party and i kept on talking about JD how i love him and look up to him at the party and all day sunday to people, and it was getting on their nerves (not my fault he is my hero) then i bought a new korn cd (i have 11 now) and some sugar ray and then i couldnt get to sleep somehow so thats why i just woke up.