I look up to JD soo much, i try my best to model after him, he changed my opinion on a lot of things in the world! i think he helped me get out emotions i would really let out as much, and he taught me how to sing (i sing along) i look up to jonathan more than my father (my dad's jealous) any small bad comment anybody ever makes on korn i get over emotional and hate that person who dares to insult my lord and savior!!!