On Sun, Feb 12, 2012 at 6:16 PM,
I'm ok with who I am
On Fri, Sep 16, 2011 at 6:06 AM,
I'm glad that you're doing better and better :)
On Fri, Sep 16, 2011 at 6:05 AM,
We all have plans and maybe we fail to make them real but I, personally, won't stop to work for them. And even if you feel down, you said it: you have a reason to stand up. I wish you the best.
On Thu, Sep 15, 2011 at 5:07 PM,
I'm totally agree. I feel that what I've done in my life is not what I wanted. And all that I'm doin' now is like shit, caus' it's not what I really want to do. I think that I had all opportunities to be happy in my life, but I've missed all, all. I have projects, the sames that I had in my life, but they're in my head, and I think will be forever in my head, and no one will know these projects. But it's great projects, really. I feel that I'm a shit, I don't like myself. I really use to say to myself "I hate you man, you're the worst man in this fuckin' world...!"... And all things that I'm doin' aren't working good, EVERYTHING. I hate myself really.
And that's why I love KoRn. Caus' they saved me and the give me forces to stay in this world. Without them, I don't know what I'm goin' to do... Really. I'm a fake.
On Thu, Sep 15, 2011 at 3:56 PM,
I would have to say I'm happier about who I am now but I hate the person I used to be.
Until last year my family had always run my life by making me feel stupid and unable to make my own decisions. Making me feel weak and useless. I suddenly developed a back bone and began telling them to GTF! But it doesn't stop me hating the weakling I used to be and the decisions that were taken out of my hands. Decisions that made the difference between being happy and being miserable. The decision to have a family or be alone.
Life gets better every day and my confidence is slowly coming back.
Things do happen for a reason but they shouldn't happen that way because someone has orchestrated it to be that way.