To the band Korn
I have heard and liked some of your songs. My husband is a huge fan. he listens to you all the time. your music chills his life out. I have known my husband since i was 17yrs. old. he tried to marry me then but i said no and we went our separate ways. we were still friends the entire time. when he was about fifteen he got his first girlfriend pregnant. later down the road she would pass and no one would tell him and her family has bad mouthed him so much he has not seen his daughter since she was small. after her he met me i broke his heart several times do to my family keeping me away from him. he moved on and met another girl they had a child. she flipped out ran with the child dropped him back off and is running from the law still. he lost custody of his son to his parents. that crushed him. the entire time your music helping him. he was getting in and out of trouble with the law during the pain and lost of his children. he was lost and didnt care his heart was taken away from him in so many ways. he met this other girl she got pregnant he was happy till a year or so later when he found out the kid was not his. he was going to leave the girl but she was pregnant again. so he waited to find out the results. this child would be his. he couldnt be with this girl knowing she cheated every chance she got. so thirteen years later i took him out of that situation. i got him away from her and married him. we are fighting for custody of his youngest child and we have one on the way ourselves. the thing is he has hurt for so long. he has gotten his life straight he no longer gets in trouble. he takes care of all his kids and works two jobs. he manages to cope with his life. your music helps him through all the pain. each song you have written has touched on something he has gone through. it helps him push out the pain. he still hurts and i wish he could meet you with all my heart. he relates to you with your songs pain and life. he sings so good. i hear him sing your songs so well. by the way whoever plays the bagpipes i think you rock. i just want to thank you for making the band korn with all my heart because if you did not exist my husband may not either. his turn could have been for the worse. you made him stronger. you made him survive.