No im not doing this again im not getting my hart broke im not gonna let my hate for her consume me if its anything ive learned frm god its to not get mad and let hate consume u im not gonna get angry cause anger is the devels best freind if she dont want me then oh well i will move on and i will remain strong and happy as long as i talk to god and he forgives me for my sins theres nothing tht can stop me or stop my happyness i am happy with my life and im happy with the new me im not going back to my old life god has changed me for the better i am smarter i am happier normally i get depressed and do drugs no not again i have been clean for 9 months and i plan to keep it that way thank u god with out u i probably would have overdosed as long as i pray to god and he forgives me for my sins i will remain happy and i will remain on this good path i that i am on