It's been crappy since weight training ended, football started and I'm a B team left-guard. Now, it doesn't bother me being on B team, but what does bother me is people always telling me stay the fuck away from me YOU SUCK. It royally pisses me off I can't be like you, I'm not as good as you and some days I wanna take the next guy who says that BY THE THROAT and pin him to the ground and say WHAT THE FUCK MAKES YOU SAY THESE THINGS THAT RIP ME APART! CAN'T YOU SEE I'M TRYING TO MAKE FRIENDS?! It's hard to be NORMAL when that standard is ab-fucking-normally HIGH and rebellious dick wads SET the standard. Well FUCK YOU I'm different! And I moved some shit over to my mom's house, she wants me to live with her permenantly so she's taking all my clothes and shit from dad's and moving over there. I also last Tuesday started a new year of High School at literally a COMPLETELY different High School, and my teachers like me (so far) and kids are open (so far) and this year is turning into total shit storm, pretty fucking quick.