They help you
I can and am not afraid to admit that i was fubar at one point, I hated everything in my life and wanted to leave it all behind. I was being bullied, the people I thought were friends made fun of me because my mom didn't love me at one point because of alcohol abuse or because I was a fucking genius and they were intimidated or my mom pretty much almost fucked up good when she almost died or our low income because dad got laid off and married someone else after the parents divorce who had to take on extra hours and be kinda crabby all of the time. Not to mention 3 kids, all of which have fucked up relationships with their father. I wanted to kill myself, I had a suicide note and knew what I was going to use and when I was going to do it. I didn't attempt, I was gonna, but then I heard a song that helped me out. Falling Away From Me was blaring on the radio, I felt a connection with it, I almost cried but I ceased crying because every time I expressed any sort of emotion I was made fun of, ridiculed, and put down- I'm not a faggot just cause I cried, you're a bitch because you put me down for it -but I wanted to. So I went to the computer and purchased the debut album, the Untouchables album, and See You On The Other Side. This and a combination of building a connection with my older step brother, really helped me, otherwise now I wouldn't be playing shows with my guitars and having people think I am the coolest at my shows. Thank you, I love you.