Cause I'm worth it
I've decided to go back on my depression and anxiety meds, I don't wanna have to take any meds but what's needed is what's needed. I just want myself, all of me, my full potential, when I drink it makes it worse half the time, sometimes really bad and I lose myself, become someone I'm not. I get really depressed for a lot of reasons including things in the past, it's not helping my talents, it's not helping my dream come true, a lot of the reason I am depressed is that my dream isn't happening so I need to fix it cause I know the depression isn't going to help that happen. I'm worth a lot in music, friendship, love, and this dreariness messes with those things. I just wanna be up on that korn stage and do it proper, I wanna kill it hard and have everyone feel it, wanna get out all this shit in me, have everyone get it out of them, leave hella sweaty and rocked, satisfied like the best sex. I know I can do it best, the way they do, I know it's what I'm made for.